ms oh! dont bully me! D:

and i know youre reading this xD

yes

i like to bottle things up.

not that i wan to, its just my nature.

the only way i can express myself well is through writing and typing.

nobody can change that.

and guess what.

theres only a handfull of people i can express myself properly.

3? 4? idk..

and the one i have been sharing my feelings with all along, gone now.

the one i used to share most things with...

at least i still have a few more friends...

but its never gonna be the same...

i'll just have to bottle more things up... i guess...

i should consider being a lesby one day...

i really should...

i dont wanna go to school.

it sucks.

now.

i wana hide in one corner of the world and be totally alone.

SS test..

i havent freaking studied the format

chiong tmr

idk

i'll find my way

i might even stare blankly at the paper and flunk it who knows

i'll just... live through tmr...

hope that tmr goes well...

can i just stay out from school tmr?

i freaking hate my effing life

i should effing go and die.

no point keeping everything inside and expect things i want to happen

i cant even bloody make my own decisions for my self.

no effing choice i can make at all

what the freaking hell is this

this is NOT my definition of MY LIFE.

ugh

can i have a month holiday?

so that i can hide indoors all day and cry..

teng, thanks for accompanying me...

really appreciate it...

i finally laughed smiled talked ...

hope tmr will be a fine day..

choir...

oh god...

please dont make me break down in front of everyone...

my bloody eyes are bloody swollen and it bloody hurts like hell

hope youre writing on the scrapbook...

remember to write every now and then...

somebody

pass me a blade

thankew