i really dont give a fuck.

i think im thinking too much. again.

im too lazy to do up my nails ._. although the previous design is chipping like mad ._.

every night i sent you a goodnight message.. i wonder if you read them.. cuz you never reply my msgs, even on fb.. i miss you, yknow.. im feeling so lonely here.. i havent talked to many people.. just zhongwei.. dont want to talk to anyone else when i dont even get to talk to you
everytime i hear your name, see your name, my heart skips a beat.
I've rejected like, 3 people, for you, recently, but its like you dont even realise it..
I read some of the msgs you sent me last december.. the one msg where you finally realise what i feel, where you told me the things i wanted to hear.. why is all that gone..?

well, I really hope something special will happen on our 1.5 year..

i remember the times when we webcam-ed during holidays...

somehow, it feels like you dont care anymore..

today is christmas eve! but still no proper christmas dinner this year ._. i shall wait ._.
anyways, what do i want for christmas...
i just want you :)
i love you, forever and always :) merry christmas :) <3

I LOVE YOU.
period.

i feel like trying to sing 'all i want for christmas is you' <3

just thrashed out with Lester. teared a little, but im okay :)
but really, i still dont know what you want.
I want you. Do you still want me? ._.