life is getting harder for me...

things i dont want to happen is happening...

worst nightmares...

guess everything is just against me... ._.

oh well...

my worst nightmare just came true...
guess its just my luck...
i'll...just have to live with it...
god..
save me..

its been forever since my last post...

going back today...

more than a mth...

i wont get to see you all...

hope i get to go out back in msia.

dont like not being able to go out with frens without adult supervision ._.

it seriously sucks...

wan go out play freely also cnt...

wanna go out like how we can in sg...

dont think im making any sense...

im starving... n sad...

feeling very restless...

i really dont wana leave sia...

back thr all i can do is tuitiontuitiontuition

no going out with frens

no slacking ard too much

no close frens...

haiz..

wtv lahh

sucky life.

i feel tired...

very..

tired with everything...

tired with life

it sucks.

everything.

photoshop workshop in NYP now...
super boring..
kinda useless
wasted my time -.-
wanna go back sleeeeeeeppppp
im a piggy! :D
oink!

hana is nice!

went for choir photoshoot today....
spent almost 2hrs plus...
-.-
waited for sooooo long...
sweat so much ><

tmr choir again...
><

im sleepy :)
zzzzzzz...
im gona sleep :D

IM ADDICTED TO BLEACHHHHH!!! D;D;D;D;D;D
HELP!!!! D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;D;
ALL YEETENG'S FAULT! XD
went sticky n ice skating ydae with yteng n carmen :D
bought sticky lollipop! :D
$4 D: but its quite cool! :D

zw...

sorry for letting u read it...

thanks for concerning...

dont cry k?

no one else read it :X

><

sorry!

love u... :)

stupid.

its happening again. -.-

damn.

why do i keep dreaming about stuff like this...

i wake up n realise reality is just the opposite of my dream..

n i think of it for the whole day

._.

i want things back to normal...

EOY is like 2 days away...

god...

help me...

._.

you know what?
伤害我的朋友等于伤害我

i'll do whatever it takes to defend her.

chem SPA tmr... hope i do okay ><

finally can take a break today!

studied abit

now slack abit

cuz no tests except chem SPA tmr! :D yay! :D

well

things are getting a little complicated everywhere

who is telling the truth?

i hope henry is telling the truth...

is X still the old X i knew?

or did X betray me? like how others said?

._.

well for the other case...

im not gona care anymore...

just let things go naturally...

i dont care anymore...

as least i think i dont...

i shall not let things like this bother me too much...

EOYs are coming...

very near...

im scared...

Think

well

im speechless

just...

think before you start to do stupid things.

youre just spoiling your own reputation doing these things in the end...

oh well...

i'll just let it be and see what happens next...

hope things turn out well...

thats the only thing i can say

mooncake festival now :)

hvn really eaten dinner...

been running around all night...

performances are...okay...?

i dont feel really good now...

dont know why... ._.

too tired i guess...

there's just so much to do...

slept at past 2.30am last night after chionging chi ATT -.-

in the end didnt need to present today ._.

today super tired...

trigo test tmr... (die)

present ATT tmr... (die die)

ss due tmr (die also)

champions day gota leave early (sure get scolding = die)

need to chiong back to hostel for event...

supposed to reach hostel before 4...

but since champions day start at 3...

oh well

i shall rmb to bring my shirt tmr! :D

need to do ss now...

but stupid microsoft word failing me...

cnt even open the instructions file ._.

im feeling sad n useless again... :(

MY EYES ARE BURNING~~

my eyes are burning...

my eyes are tired...

i am tired...

so many things to do...

HELPPP

super hot day!!!!

went for tuition...

super tiring...

im sleepy...

no mood to cont doing other hw...

i need SLEEEEEEEEP!

so many things to do this week ._.

dont wanna do any hw!!! ><

still holiday mood! ><

didnt have enough rest :(

i shall do it later

just reached home from tuition.
hvnt even washed up
n its almost 1am ald..
i still need to wake up super early for my 10am tuition tmr -.-
GREAT

i wana go shopping.

walao another essay ._.

lazy to do srsly... :(

can i pon remedial tmr???

yay!

finished my essay! :D

frigging cold today...

rained for quite some time...

remedial was okay...

just that the hours may be a little too long?

i wana sleep! dont wanna do essay! D:

cold...

i need some warmth.. ._.

alot, actually...

im freezing...

dont wana do hw.. ._.

in hostel

bored.. ._.

sleepy... ._.

lazy... ._.

wana go home earlier... ._.

wanna go out with frens in kl ._.

._.

._.

._.

today

amzingly

i was very attentive during lessons! :D

weird right? xD

dont like my super outstanding bones jutting out ><

cnt wear tight clothes ._.

haiz...

chinese oral presentation

hvn do!!! ><

hvnt even finish watching the movie ._.

suddenly have headache today...

gone for awhile, now back again... ._.

shit!!!!

just realised nv do ace-learning... ._.

tmr maths 4 hrs...

bio 2 hrs... -.-

what kind of holiday is this...

4+ only can leave school... -.-

idiot...

i wanna sleep...

duno how to do chinese oral presentation...

die d... haiz...

i wanna sleep forever n never wake up...

dont wanna study bio n maths!! D:

4 chap of maths, 2 chap of bio ._.

lazy...

i wana slp ><

have been studying chem for the whole night...

cnt believe im so guai...

today nothing much happened

other than mdm liew giving us a short talk in xinnovate lab

same old studies thing...

radio lesson was quite fun today

zhongwei n eunice were crazy immitating someone n giving it random effects

back in hostel

lynn came my room tried on crazy hairstyles + dress for asean dance...

just realised i actually didnt eat much tdae...

didnt havew proper lunch nor dinner

only 1 cup on chinchau n 2 spoons of lynn's noodles plus a few pieces of biscuits since 3pm

no wonder so hungry ._.

i shall not care about my stomach since studies are so important -.-

nothing much today

went bugis for awhile to find some things...

didnt manage to find the things i want...

ran across the road in the rain

went to serangoon

got lost

went rayston house

tuition

tired

kovan

kfc for dinner

cabbed back hostel cuz it was raining..

woke up a little excited

no idea why...

went aeon for shopping

looked for my dress for asean dance

walked the whole floor of fashion stuff

saw many shops with nice clothes ._.

i should really go there to shop with frens one day ><

bought dress

hvn found any shoes...

no idea how my hair will look like on that day... ._.

in jb now ><
need to buy clothes for asean dance!!!
please help me pray hard that i can go out tmr ><

went gym today! :D

maths remedial was actually...okay..

hist test can go die d...

went pasta mania for dunch :)

nothing much...

HMT papers next sat D:

scared! ><

hope mum will let me go out buy clothes for asean dance ._.

i really need something nice... ><

n different xD

played guitar just now :)

nice! :D

now in canteen

I HATE HITLER! FULLSTOP!

dun wanna study hist :(

yay!

im wearing couple jaguar tee with carmen now!!! :D

t0day was kinda boring...

had tchers day perf prac today after school

rained cats n dogs when we left

walked out the school to bus stop

whole right side of us were wet!

went to hougang mall with zw kl ccc

zw pangseh me ._.

i almost died of loneliness xD

ate at fd court

fast one :)

back in hostel

napped from abt 7.45 to 9.30!

how horrible! ><

physics is especially annoying :)

i dont want to study.

seriously

=.=

PH SUCKS TTM! FML!!!!!!!!!! argh!

PARRY HALL IS THE WORST THING THAT HAS EVER EXISTED!

its like a prison in here!

can u imagine spending 6 wkends in here?

not being able to go out?

its hell i tell you!

esp im the type that cnt resist the temptation to go out!

life just sucks ttm!

seeing everyone going out the bugis or marina sq

shopping out there

having so much FUN

leaving me alone in here...

walking in n out of my room

discussing on wad to wear to go out

talking about what they wanna buy

complaining about what they dont have that theyre gona buy

planning on how long theyre gona be out

dressing up nicely for shopping...

making me feeel super jealous

sitting on my bed

waiting for my big fat tear droplet to escape from my heavy eyebags...

my whole rooms out.

im alone

i wana go super early for tuition

gah...

stupid hostel

can i just climb out the fence n leave this hell hall??!!!

I SRSLY HATE THIS PLACE!

totally no appetite for lunch

disgusting hell lunch

i cnt go out for meals

i cnt go out for fun

i cnt go out for groceries

i cnt even go out for projects!!

im totally locked in this stupid prison!

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML

somebody should just burn this place

then everyone will be VERY HAPPY

super pissed off

im gona get 自闭症 i tell you!

n its all going to be YOUR FAULT!

GAHHHHHH!!!!

srsly man..

u think life in this hell is very fun ah?

go.and.die

today's bio remedial totally ruined my mood

i duno how

but ya

choir was okay..

stayed back for tchers day perf things

came back hostel for instant noodles

found out that i could actually reach the highest note in 爱过! :)

damn cool!

dont emo lehh...

ltr i sad also.. ):

smile pls?

eng compo...

my brain is dead...

no ideas popping out ._.

after remedial went to kovan macs with kailin zhongwei ccc nick

hueychen keanlyn joey pangseh ._.

dined

went this fashion awhile xD

had fun imagining each other in different clothes xD

back to hostel

napped

srsly duno what i should wear for asean dance ._.

should i wear the same dress? for the 4th/5th time this yr? xD

feel like changing style

since its semi-formal

but still dont have a vague idea what i wana wear

any ideas? :)

i read the blog

._.

feel like shit...

dark patch of clouds shaded us :)

'yay! its gonna rain! :D'

finally!

all the heat would disappear again xD

choir was fun today :)

mryong was in a good mood! :D

he sorta praised us

shihui, linwei, tosy, kokyuen were sabo-ed to conduct!

they did quite a good job though :)

many people went for photoshoot!

all pangseh! D:

comm meeting was short n sweet :)

back to hostel

napped

woke up, freshened myself xD

now in canteen

trying to do my eng ATT ._.

how do i get all the details of Kalei!!?? D:

coke milk tea is nice! :D

love my new bedsheet n blanket! :D

but i dont have any mirror in the house!!!!!!!! D: D; D;

wonder how i survived ><

my bathroom is super small ._.

no table in my room yet

nothing but a bed! ><

i want full length mirror!

slept quite late last night

but woke up at 7 today

i actually woke up before my alarm roared at me! :D

got ready...

cabbed to sch

attended the sharing session

mr tan was especially lame n crappy today :)

but only locals+me laughing at his jokes..

hongkong ppl all super quiet! ><

after sharing session

nesse kl bring their buddy to discovery centre

all pangseh me ._.

i think they going bugis D:

in johor now :)

Tea Time bubble tea shop!

packed here!

super full after the food + super nice bubble tea

i drank pudding yoghurt milk tea :) (Y)

tired...

lazy do hw

ltr going to new house

gotta help shift some things..

:)

hope my room will be super nice :)

my table n mirror not bought yet though ._.

tmr 'open house' :)

whoa.. hvn been blogging for days...

wednesday

had serious cramps

went back early cuz i cram

p till cry

thursday

hongkong ppl came

eunice's buddy was a nice one! :D

stupid amc test on that day

friday

national day celebration in sch

sucked.

it was super lame

came back host

el change

me nick gareth ccc + sammy krisna

left hostel tgt

we all lala except sammy krisna xD

met becca at kovan mrt

went dhoby to meet kailin zw tn zd

in the end we watch salt, only zw tn zd watch after shock

went cafe cartel slack for almost 2 hrs

waited for time to past

movie was quite nice :)

after that we all went daiso n carefour shop their things

wahh... they srsly shop like girls, maybe worse xD

take super lon

g

took mrt to hougang

wanted to drop by sch n see how the campfire was

in the end nick suddenly look damn sick

we all worried so brought him back to hostel

saturday

afternoon went macs eat with yt zh zy gl april joy

went for tuition with zw

after that went sch with kailin n eunice to fetch their buddies

went compass pt for sw

ensens! :D

then bring them walk ard

then went eunice house

camwhore like siao

then cab back tgt

not really in the mood to blog..
so..
just a short summary...

friday
after choir went back
changed
went for drama night
wasnt in a very good mood that night
slept quite late

saturday
walked to sch for remedial with ccc n gareth
after remedial cab back with sammy
11.30 went down for lunch n prepare to leave hostel
left hostel at ard 12.30
bus was full
ppl had to stand and sit on the steps of the back door
reached there
so many ppl
dunman hall is sooo much nicer than parry hall
long day
we got:
badminton -- 1st
football -- 1st
captains ball -- 3rd
basketball -- 2nd (i think)
back in hostel
still had time
so we alllll went out to macs
'coach' decided we could break curfew since we did well for the day
10.30+ reach hostel
kelian hueychen sprain her leg during the last match..
i wonder how she takes the pain ._.

sunday
woke up at 10.30+
went for PHC meeting
teeshirt's gonna be nice :)
mum came
brought me out for dinner
back in hostel
slack
study
stayed in sick bay with hc n kl
i shared a mattress with kl! xD
super cold room

monday
nothing much...
CE n assembly was lame -.-
after school had sectionals..
horrible song...
dinner at coffee shop
then went back
wanted to go bathe at 1st flr girls toilet with kl
when we spotted a guy inside! -.-
told manager
then went back sick bay to bathe
kl took forever to bathe
after i bathe
went to canteen
did laundry
use com ( finally had time)
went back to sick bay room
talked awhile
then sleep
shared bed with kl this time...
we had only half a bed each...
i managed to sleep soundly :)

fed up -.-

shouldnt have joined the team in the first place

just dont like it

dont feel like playing anymore

go thr feel bad only

everytime just hear ppl shouting comments

=.=

please lah, since when anybody is perfect -.-

wadever

i dont care anyway

leg stretching was horrible

gerard keep screaming in my ear ==

kena hit by ball n all the shoutings damn fed up

decided not to play on -.-

last 2-3 matches really tried to play

i was attacker for once.. lol

rough ppl man..

dont care lahh

just worsens my mood...

training from 8-10.30 =.=

i think i pms ._.

went sakae sushi after school today for buffet! :D

suuuper full! ><

then helped yteng find dress

nice dress found! :D

found shoes for her too! :)

then went back to hostel

bathe

then help yteng for new hairstyle

nice! :D

i think it will look quite nice tmr if i have enuf time

got a hairstyle for joy too! :D

but sadly i hvn found for myself yet

help meeeeeeee!!! D:

this morning woke up freezing

so cold

quickly put on my jacket after changing

was late for 1st bus cuz some ppl dont care

whole day was freezing cold

me zw n eunice whole day in class covering ourselves with jacket xD

so comfy

the prickly coldness was not very nice ._.

after school went to hougang mall for lunch with kailin zw

look for things we needed

in the end nv buy anything lol

finally saw a dress that yt might look good in if she lets me do the styling

i like the dress though

im gona wear the same dress again ._.

went for tuition

me zw kl sher ccc gerard joey took up the whole of back row

felt a little drowsy during tuition...

after tuition bougt tako :) the guys bought kfc

walked back

slack awhile then bathe

now doing laundry :)

i should plan for wednesday soon!

have cca till 5.30+

n gala dinner starts at 6.30!

how am i gona rush?!

this morning woke up at 7

slack ard

bfast

then training

totally nt in a mood to play

felt damn wobbly cuz slept at 2.30+ :X

left training early cuz mum coming

chiong bathe

then got into the car

yay aircon :)

went to aunts house

at leicha for lunch

slack slack

watch tv

then fell asleep

mum ask me wan go ikea n courts anot

but i decided to continue sleeping xD

damn hot...

sleep until i sweat like siao

after sweating for long time

they finally came back

ate ikea hotdog n currypuff n daim cake (Y)

back to hostel

sweat like siao again...

carmen n yteng in my room talking talking talking

so joined in xD

talk crap haha

had to choose a dress for gala dinner out of my 3

tried on

realised one of it was spoilt

i srsly look damn ugly in dresses

ate cupnoodles since they were both eating

bathed

canteen! :D

tmr might have to go buy some things

hopefully i rmb to...

yay tmr physics tuition will be fun!

me kl zw sher ccc joey maybe siwei n huili :D

came back from tuition

changed

went for training..

not in a playing mood of course

felt wobbly while playing...

visions a little blur at times

lag reactions..

sorry for not doing my best >.<

was really tired..

like i was drunk or stg xD

anyway

after training

went back to bathe fast

changed into black collar shirt n shorts

went out for dinner with frens

8 of us :)

decided to go plaza sg

wanted to eat at cafe cartel but it was a little too ex xD

so end up going to food court

i couldnt finish my food! again! :D

haha

walked ard awhile then mrt back :)

saw craig when we came out of mrt

._.

we were on the same mrt

all gerard's fault!

make me so bad luck everytime xD

jkjk

tmr mum's coming! :D

means i get money! yay!

wallet refill! :D

training tmr morning agn...

8-11 ._.

just came back to hostel!

n2d2 was quite fun! :D

running wasnt as bad as i thought xD

1st route ard sch

2nd route field

3rd route up 5 stories

after we were dismissed to bathe

chionged to toilet asap

queue was sooooo long!

luckily we came early

but stil had to wait for decades.. ._.

in the end not much time left

so me n xiaoting washed hair in the basin 1st xD

then go into cubicle rinse again n wash body xD

when we went upstairs

movie ald started

step up 2 again!

rented a mat

$5 each ._.

in the end the 10 of us shared 4 tilam xD

2nd movie was shutter! D:

we screamed like siao xD

3rd movie alice in the wonderland

4th movie transformers 2

didnt finish the last movie

n i slept through most of alice n transformers

super cold there.. 1 jacket was not enough after all

6.15 end movies

debrief

6.30+ go clean up

choir left earliest cuz basketball court ntg much to clean xD

went kovan macs with ccc nick sam jason

had bfast

then walked back to hostel

whole journey was full of laughter n crap xD

although i felt like i was going to collapse anytime xD

hanging out with lame ppl is just diff xD

later going for tuition with kl they all

then chiong back for training...

i wonder how im gona train ltr...

leg like wanna come off d D:

dont think i walked in a straight line since i woke up xD

yay reached parry hall

1st time reach so early xD

com lab is bloody hot ._.

long day today

hist museum was okay

reached school n had lunch break

mstoh relief tcher for eng

4 ppl pon kena caught D:

after schol went nyp with team

then after nyp CHIONGed to kovan for tuition

walked damn fast ald but still late..

5 mins only lah haha

after tuition come back hostel

rest awhile changed

then go for training

train from 8+ til 10+

today quite fun lah haha

we won the guys! :D

3v3 xD

carmen n jacie got conflict :(

hope they dont stay lidat D:

jacie cheer up! :D

tmr night n2d2! :D

hope it will be fun!

no bbq for us though D:

nvm..

we shall craze in the hall! xD

n sleep xP

then sat afternoon need go tuition

then training agn ._.

tmr no cca :)

gona buy a new fbt since keanlyn bought mine.. ._.

damn tired today

whole body aching ):

wanna sleep

but tmr got chem test ._.

haiz...

tmr's schedule messed up!

got hist museum thing

after school got NYP

after nyp gotta rush for tuition

then rush back for PT

._.

i bet i can hardly walk in a straight line on fri!

somemore got N2D2!! D:

D:

5km...

):

today had LC

sooo tired

stayed back to do some hw with kl becca zhiyi daniel

had dinner with them

then back in hostel

slept for abt 1 hour

then gotta go for PT

@ JC side gym ._.

quite fun though

not as tough as my past badminton trainings :)

almost 9.30

rushed back to bathe

then rush down to do laundry

im gonna have muscle aches tmr! :)

prize presentation for cooking comp tmr morning! :D

hope thrs good news! :D

dare not go on stage :X

pin up hair! D:

hope we get the swensens voucher! :D

tmr gotta hand in n2d2 card d D:

hvn collected $20 D:

after school went eunice house try cooking our dish!

went angmo to buy some ingredients 1st

then riverale mall ntuc

back to house

our 1st attempt rocked!! :D

nice nice!!

:D

good luck for tmr peeps!!!

went for captains ball training just now...

played in the rain

8 ppl only

me carmen yteng team up

used a stupid small court -.-

cuz they wanna avoid the rain

but super fun! :D

yteng keep saying that i should have gone for badminton selections

feel bad for pangseh-ing her :X

only 3 ppl got in

all from our sch

n yteng say they all play not good one xD

suprixingly today's lunch n dinner was okay!

finally celery! :D

n barley :)

gotta do research for cooking comp! :D

sooo tired!

yesterday after remedial

rushed back hostel

then rush to eunice house

in the end kl didnt come so didnt do anything there ._.

went compass to eat

then went for tuition

bought cup walker

after tuition waited for the rest to arrive to go NYBS

they were late

waited for them to board mrt

n they boarded w/o us knowing

in the end we took bus way before them

reached there 6.45

they 7+ only reach, sommore drop wrong stop xD

reach thr

nothing much to do ald

got dinner

then tried to spend coupons

got my hair sprayed

a thunder on the left n a heart on the right

watched finale session awhile

then decided to walk ard seesee

9.30 left NYBS

today woke up at 7+

too tired

went back to sleep

woke up at 11+

ltr gotta do some research

5-6 got captains ball training

hope it wouoldnt be too tough! :X

wah few days nv post d

hmm...

wed

after choir went hougang mall to look for rayston present but in the end couldnt find

ate a LJS

thurs

after lessons straight cab back to hostel with zw nicktan tn n kl

changed into my new dress

got ready

then cabbed to NYGH

reached thr on time

after concert

waited for 3 74s only can board

went amk hub

dinner at pepper lunch

back in hostel

hw

today!

choir

rayston's last day D:

we decorated him the tee shirt we bought @ giordano amkhub

quite nice

didnt take photo of it though

after choir calvin made me do 30pumping

hate his attitude

stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid.stupid

=.=

eunice zw pei me do thx! <3

i was laughing while doing. horrible xD

all eunice fault xD

went hougang mall after that

dinner at pasta mania..

couldnt finish the pasta.. ._.

but the banan pizza thing was nice! :D

pei eunice buy subway for her bro

then back to hostel :)

ltr gotta research on the food we are going to cook! :D

n i signed up for HK bicultural!! yay! :D

ntg much happen today

again

radio lesson was boring again

n lame

n SO NOT HIGH

stupid go put me in another grp =.=

can put him what y must put me -.-

lunch time me n zw went 02 find becca talk talk :)

long time nv chat liao...

so nice to talk agn :)

after sch went library wait for zw eunice

cont reading my book thr

went hougang mall for dinner after tt

bought food at the mini 'food market' xD

super full

back in hostel liao... :)

plant vs zombie is boring.. but damn addictive!!! D: D; D; D; D; D:

oh n i got 6 ppl to go NYGH choir concert with me this thurs! :D

last night wanted to wake up at 2.30 am to watch WC finals

but then i woke up, n decided tt i should continue sleeping xD

nothing much happened in sch today

everyone had free icecream

after school had lunch

cab to parry with kl

now we in com lab

she want study xD

so tired!
had so many progs recently! ><

sat morning

had remedial

after remedial wanted to go CHS carnival but nobody wan go so din go

hang ard in heartland with e1, waited for mum

went this fashion

shop shop shop

tried on many diff clothes! xD

mum reached d

then ask her can buy anot

so i bought 1 casual dress n 1 shirt! :D

went NYNY for lunch

saw mr ho there

had the giant banana split agn! xD

after lunch mum fetch me to newton mrt

went city hall to meet others

reach thr

saw a sea for blood red ppl!

cuz every1 was in red xD

pei them buy macs

walked to padang

waited for a while

got this GOODIE BAG

sat at our seats

waited for it to start so opened the bag n see

so many things inside! :D

start of the prog was okay..

middle damn boring

jacie actually fell asleep! xD

had tattoo on my face

the 5 stars one

n it looked like someone scratched me in the face xD

when the actual progs start, went it was dark ald

it was NICE!!! :D

cool!

too bad i wasnt high ald ):

brainwashed by the songs X)

after the thing ended

went city link with jacie nick ccc sam for dinner

went souperlicious

ordered wrap

it was HORRIBLE!

SOOO MUCH HONEY MUSTARD! S;

reached hostel at 10pm!

went for PHC meeting straight away

abt 1 hr

back to room

bathed

sleep

this morning

woke up at 7.45

washed up

went down for bfast

prepared for event at 9

my grp all reached d left kl

she met this stupid taxi driver

that didnt noe how to come PH

n stone at a junction for 5min cuz he dare not U-turn -.-

damn stupid right

she reached at abt 9.30

captains ball

1st match was with CHS team =.=

SUAY TTM!

14:2 D; tio own

2nd match we played was with yt team

5:3 :) yay!

we got into semi finals! xD

only team with girls for semi!

but obviously lost lah

in the end:

eunice got hit by a ball by johnathan n it smacked her right face

kailin was banged at 'er herm' :X

ah nia was hit too!

n i was hit straight in the face by Jasper's ball!

can u imagine how hard it was?! jasper leh! xD

event ended

me eunice kl ahnia nick jasper went kovan slack abit

went white tangerine n we ate the choc fondue! :D

then came back! :)

so tired! D:

gona do hw tnite

i wan sleep! :D

so exhausted ydae...

released early for chinese oral

qn was easy but quite hard to elaborate...

after that, had dunch at kovan

then went for tuition..

reached hostel almost 8pm

gota go for PHC meeting... ._.

meet til almost 10...

back to room, too lazy to bathe.

talked with yt n carmen

then bathe

wait til hair dry then slp

today lessons as usual

frisbee for PE

went to 306 for chinese lesson

after school SRR

POOL IS SO FUN!

played mario with kl justin yj too!

we were playing like crazy ppl xD

waited for eunice

then dinner at hougang mall

i cope drinks n cookie

back in hostel now

gona cook dinner ltr, with e1 n yt

pasta n mushroom soup! :D

tmr mum coming

got stupid NE show to go =.=

i seriously dont wanna go remedial n NE show!!

i wan go cat high carnival n tuition! D:

suan le...

i like playing pool! :D

T3W4 going SRR again! :D

lessons as usual...

ms lim nv come! so slack during eng lesson :)

mr leong! pls come back lehhh!!! our class wont survive w/o u!! D:

im serious!!

anyway

after school went for dunch.

then SRR!!

played Wii for quite some time...

all kinds of games..

after zw n tn left, me sammy justin yijie played pool! :D

i din noe how to play then sammy taught me

justin also beginner xD

so i teamed with justin, yijie with sammy

in the end me n justin OWNED yijie n sammy!

yay! we owned the pros!~ :D xD

friday play again? xD

tmr chinese oral liao! D:

wish me gd luck! :D

hopefully my throat is better tmr! ><

today lessons as usual...

boring...

feng lao shi didnt come today..

so free period...

then we went crazy singing kaleidoscope songs haha

I MISS KALEIDOSCOPE! D;

went choir room see DSA ppl

haha

n i almost stepped on chunarn while going to tzuning! sorry! >.<

after school went hougang mall for dunch with zw n tn

came back alone..

tired ><

my throat is not getting any better D:

what happened... ><

few things i must rmb!

1- NYGH choir concert is next thurs! 15th july!

2 - NE show this sat 3pm!

3 - tell ms oh that i will be late for NE show cuz of tuition, n hopefully i dun need to go! xD

4 - next sat is NYGH homecoming! who wan go with me?? ! xD

last night went to cousins' new cafe!

nice!!!

ate dinner at gelang patah

then went to their cafe, tried out some drinks...

milk tea, strawberry milktea, plum red tea, plum &lemon red tea :)

NICEEEEEEE!!!!

n its not very ex! :D

nect time buy back for eunice kl zw if got chance xD

this morning went new house slack

did some work then fell asleep

mum fetch me to take causeway link to sg

had a seat

then come back from msia kastam then no seat liao

nvm tahan abit

come up from sg kastam worse!!!

full like siao! a had to stand at the doorstep! until jurong east!

i almost puked...

so dizzy

was late

so cabbed to vivo to meet them

they say 1.45 show full, so watched 3.50 show

ate some food, bought some chocolate biscuits

then went toys r us lame

took many many photos :D

went into the cinema

SHOCKED!

THE THEATHRE WAS SUUUPERRRRRR BIGGGGG!! ><

the movie was 2hr 4 min

NICE!

at least nicer than new moon ._.

victoria become chio liao

i think changed person

haha..

then foofoo sms me, ask us wan watch tmr anot xD

sorry! i watched today ald! :D

last 2 days were super tiring!><>

good job everyone! :D

had lots of fun there! xD
miss the honey! :D
make up session was fun too! XDD
our night a lot of angmo came
according to abi, got 1 whole bus of them!
i saw their tourist guide told mdm gwee they booked tickets ald :D

thx eunice kailin siwei abigail yvette for the flowers! <3

we had good audience on the 2nd night! :D
they clapped along to everlasting melody! :D n i think they liked pasingin xD

we finally can relax now :)

mum drove new car! :D
its only i few days old!! xD
its white n super chio!
zw saw it ! :D

last night stayed in aunt's house
today 6+woke up
washed up
left for parry hall to apply leave blah blah
sent sis to hostel
we went back to JB house!
waited for contractor to come
helped to wash car (1st time) xD
then me n mum go pekan nanas
cousin's new shop sooooo niceeee!! :D
hope i can go help out when i go back :D
ate lei cha
da bao for dad n workers back to new house

2.45 left for sg!
come back parry hall for comm meeting at 5pm
later 7pm mum come fetch me back again ><
i think i very mafan xD
tonight going out for dinner with cousins celebrate dad's tmr's bdae!
:D forgot to buy present! oops! ><>

nothing much happened today

physics was in com lab! :D

feng lao shi din come

chem lesson was horribly boring!

practically everybody was complaining!

she teach damn slow n keep repeating same things..

one hour only learnt Mr, Ar, relative formula mass

=.=

AVATAR! xD credits to JUSTIN YEO!

oh, n hongkong exchange prog students came our class today

they came in for SS n maths xD

didnt manage to talk to them though

i wanna hear kailin communicate with them de luh! xD

today no practise! :D

rest day!

but eunice n zhongwei got cca xD

so me n kailin go hougang mall

pei her shop at cotton on

nothing much that i like

had dinner

played at the mini playground upstairs for awhile

WE WERE LIKE CRAZY PPL THR SCREAMING! XD

but its super fun! xD

must bring eunice n zhongwei thr next time

spin spin spin till dizzy haha

thought tuition was 6.30 went kovan

called to ask what classroom then only realised its supposed to be 6pm!

argh! im so stupid! xD

nvm. i shall go on sunday with grace! xD

kaleidoscope is tmr n sat!

tmr i got combine!

good luck everyone!

hope i rmb to bring everything! xD

pray hard that i can still wear my gown n shoes! ><

my phone is making very very little noise recently..

today had 3 lessons, then released for recess
then choir!
slacked in choir room for awhile
today's warm ups were short cuz mryong say we sing very nice
practise in choir room was awesome!
we sounded like angels? xD
but when we went to hall for rehearsal, everything changed... ._.
damn disappointed
mryong was pissed
back to choir room
mryong scolded us
damn scary
he left choir room then shaun shermaine weijun took over
we sang damn nice that time after their lectures ..
down to hall again, did the combine pieces
horrible ._.
sorry to say that but yea, it really was
some annoying band people was suuuper irritating
we told msquek about it after that

oh ya. ms lee confiscated my pink rubberband, when i wasnt even using it -.-

after choir went kovan for dinner with zw
light macs
cake n frappe
macs electricity CUT OFF! xD
damn funny
went to buy DARKER COLOUR rubberband ._.

super tired today

gota save my throat
dying after so much singing (almost screaming ._.)

KALEIDOSCOPE IN 2/3 MORE DAYS! :D

choir today from 2pm - 6++

soo tired.. ><

tmr worse! 11.30 start liao ><

haiz.. no mood do hw liao

wan sleep

geog today was interesting! :D

but today's timetable wth.

2humans . recess . 2 langs . lunch . maths physics -.-

realised so many of you going kaleidoscope 1st day not 2nd day ._.

keep thinking about it during choir

think till no mood sing...

so eye-watering...

the more you force me to do something, the more i dont wanna do it

you dont even know what im doing can?

first day of school

some of our teachers were changed..

today basically not really fun

nothing much

ms lim changed all our place

-.-

im at the wal now -.-

eunice at the other end

what did we do wrong sia

whats her prob -.-

say let us choose our preference

in the end swap like shit

-.-

at least yijie is infront of me, crapping always to keep me unbored xD

eunice ah..

sad case...

四面八方 all people she not close with

all never talk de.. pity her sia

kailin's infront's right side is JiLong! xD

lessons are going to be hell boring in this sitting arrangement ._.

choir from 3-5.30+ pm

after that went kovan with eunice n jasper for dinner

damn hungry n waited for the dishes for quite a long time...

after eating, eunice bus back, jasper walk back with me

kailin! thanks for the things from indonesia! :D

super tired today

gona go up nap later

then wake up do hw

._.

tmr choir might go pass 6m ><

back in hostel ._.

boring + no aircon -.-

nvm...

tmr school reopen..

haiz...

anyway, happy birthday to myself! :D

thanks eunice kailin zhongwei for the birthday bash n the presents! :D

the pluto so nice to hug xD

n thx to everyone who wished me happy birthday! :D

yesterday's birthday bash was fun xD

kailin eunice zw blindfolded me at a big field near compass pt

then make me put my hand into containers of flour! xD

n i had to get my present down a pole xD

cake was pink! :D

how come im not excited that my birthday is so near?

i still rmb me couting down last 2 years...

._.

im in sg! :D

in aunt house now! :D

learnt kasar mie la gaji today!

mr yong so fierce D:

ms quek also

went pei mabu eat cup noodles

come home

so tired..

nice dinner :D

im growing fat D:

tmr's gathering canceled D:

sad

n my new hairstyle is pissing me off!

somemore concert is like 1 week away! HOW?! ><

uneven fringe ._.

n my hair so short liao D:

i miss my hair!!

i think i look like apple!

krisna say i look like tomato! D:

im back!
lazy to post though xD
summarize redang trip:
snorkelling everyday
saw turtle, many fishes
accidentaly stepped on a coral, kena my feet then quickly scram up the boat xD
camwhored in bus :)

summarize GUILIN trip! :
see mountains all the time...
changed hotels 4 times in 6 days
yangshuo was much nicer than guilin :)
our road to 'cloudy and foggy hotel' was BUMPY!
wanted to sleep also cnt ><
in the end i ended singing, bugging my sis xD
西街 was nice in yangshuo their taxi damn cute, like those golf course carts
bought a new bag n wallet!:D
meals were okay, worsen day by day
yam with honey was best! :D
everywhere we visit have to sing 山歌
everynight in hotel room, me n sis watched 恶作剧之吻 til 12am xD
watched 蓝海1+1 n another show also :D
the some of the food there is almost like hostel fd
cabbage!! fobia! ><
super oily bfast!!
kuay tiao ._.
the people there sell stuffs very hiong
force u to buy de
then can bargain de..
mum bought a bag, at 1st RMB95, in the end got it at RMB50 xD

lazy to post liao xD

todays bus was unusually empty

such a good place n time to emo...

combine practise today again

kinda fun today, keep dancing manmanhani with mabu xD

flying home later...

gona show my sis manmanhani MV n craze with her! xD

this morning went to school for choir

after choir went amk hub with mabu n claire

buy presents

talked abt UKiss while walking ard xD

went basement ate sausage n snow ice

find present damn long

wanted to take 22 d

then mabu keep saying she gona see UKiss! ><

then keep dongho dongho i super jealous

so decided to buy a pair of earstuds for DONGHO! <3

cnt believe i buy for dongho

its like i knew he exist only like last night ._.

if Key comes i sure buy stg nice! :D

mabu!!!

must get photos n signature for me!! ><

nothing much today :)

tired...

came back from redang last night

long bus ride

slept at 1am

woke up at 4am

got ready

rushed to airport

fly to sg

reached hostel ard 7.30am

slack til 9+

cab to school with guys

choir from 9.30 to 4+

after choreo went hougang interchange with tzuning

he bought ice-cream i bought frappe

waited for 72

single deck ._.

super packed

reached aunt house

use com

going to bathe now :)

will post about the redang trip asap!

bought clothes for my les-bies!! :D
going to redang tonight! 3 days! :)
next day after i come back then early flight back to sg :(
sobs...

gathering today :)
met at purple cane for lunch
then me yeeshin jinny go buy movie tickets...
23! xD
suuuuper long! :D
went back, everybody waited for us to eat :X
finish eating, had nice desert
chiong to GSC
movie started ald
we sat at 1st & 2nd row xD
Prince of Persia! :D
quite nice ! xD
after that, bought a pair of slippers! nice! :D
went baskin robins
had the pink offer
so many of us bought xD
went to south court der adidas find junkeet
then walked around awkwardly
nothing to talk about xD
it was horrible...
half success half failure :\
the guys all grew super tall! girls still look the same :D
didnt manage to camwhore though...
but took some photos :)

woke up at 7.45 this morning! xD
bathed
changed
later go tuition
then go gathering :D
shall take at least 20 photos? xD

today tuition
then home
fetch dad
went for korean dinner
awesome dinner! :D
tmr gathering ler!
hope many ppl will turn up! :D

yeesh... troublesome ppl -.-
so much for volunteering -.-
gahhhhhhhhhh
nobody reply how to organise -.-

just realised how difficult it is to deal with gatherings in msia
dealing with people in msia!
gahhh!!
its just RM20 lahhh its not $20!
the difference is damn big can!
why people in sg dont complain n you all have to complain??!
pissed off sia.. -.-
organising in sg much much much easier than organising here.-.-
troublesome-.-
its a once in a while gathering lehh
can you be more enthu n join??! -.-
im not asking you to fly to johor or stg for this gathering right?
so much for volunteering to organise =.= =.= =.=

my youtube no volume.. D:
cnt watch videos ><
sobs

had super spicy wan ton mee for lunch! ><

in the end didnt go science centre ._.
im sooooo bored!!!!
hope eunice kailin zhongwei here
then we can go out tgt xD
miss you all loads! :D

painted my left hand green n right hand pink! xD

very bored now...
so watching movies with sis xD
watched frog princess
now watchin twilight

yay going science centre later! :D
n im painting my nails GREEN now! xD
yay! go green! xP

woke up at 10.45! :D
alone at home now xD
watchin tv n using comp :D
later tuition ><

this morning woke up super early ><
go make visa for china trip :D
came home
napped
tuition
tuition
dinner
tuition
home! :D
tmr tuitions again ><

homed! :D
today after remedial went back to bathe
rushed to airport
flew back then go fetch sis :)

today remedial different teacher

after remedial went for choir til 5+

ate with sam mabu ting

went eunice house get back

left at 8.45+

reached hostel almost 9.30

bathed

laundrying

bored

tmr night going home! :D

this weekend going pulau redang! xD

i wan 6M gathering! D:

ACJC choir concert was okay...

encore was a little boring though

yesterday remdial 4 hrs

managed to survive through

teacher not bad bah

went library wait for eunice

5pm her mum fetch us home

dinner

bathe

got ready

kailin came

i still not fully ready xD

done liao

then chiong down

n i forgot to take my phone

kailin help me take

then i realised my access card also didnt take ><

suan ler

gona be late liao so just left

reached there

almost late

chiong in

i didnt know our seats were so high!

the top circle!

n it was $20 ald

means if downstairs then $50? o.o

almost 1 whole row xinmin der

after concert went marina parade

went to macs

me eunice kailin drank mocha chips frappe

then fries!

kailin ate some sanwich

cabbed back.

i was late!

decided not to go eunice house take my card

heng is mr robert

he was nice n didnt scold me :D

no access card + extend curfew!

later got remedial somemore... ._. i dont wanna go... bored

class BBQ yesterday was fun!

i was occupied almost the whole time xD

BBQ-ing is so fun! xD

went kailin house help out

eunice came too

went to buy things we needed

kailin dad fetch us to pasir ris

reached there ard 3.45-4

slackeddddd

camwhored...

jumpshots! xD

mingyuan was 1st to reach after us

when more people came, we started to start the fire! :D

then justin came liao say we start fire very fail xD

so he start :)

we bought wrong satay (not the stick type but the packet type)

then me n justin had to defrost it with our hands n tear them ><

eat till super full

decided to go ehub buy cup walker..

left pearl milk tea so every1 drink same thing xD

went arcade..

they play until super crazy xD

me jann jiyin take neoprint! :D

the neoprint machine lousy one.. =.=

cabbed back with zhongwei n kailin...

bathed

dry hair

then sleep! :D

this moring woke up at 7.30 cuz remedial WAS supposed to be 8.30

i walked until almost playground liao then sammy call me say remedial 1pm ><

so come back slack...

super hot just now..

later nap more before i leave! :D

tonight going ACJC concert

see mr leong sing xD

go eunice house prepare :D

wear nice nice again! yay! :D

woke up at 7am today! :D
bathed
breakfast
slacked then piano
the stupid hostel piano can throw away liao lahh
paddle not working one =.= nn the keys so hard =.=
cnt wait for bbq later! what should i wear? xD

later go back nap awhile xP

thursday night went to RJC guitar essemble!

awesome! super cool! :D

reached hostel around 11.30

changed then chiong down for PHC movie marathon

watched GI joe then avatar

by the time avatar ended, the whole room was sleeping except dew! xD

everybody cont sleeping then 5+ the guard come chase us out =.=

helo~ its our event ! =.=

yesterday was interesting

went to eunice house at 12pm

kailin reached later

talk awhile then go riverale mall buy cup walker

then go AXS book pit

whole spore pits fully booked!

kailin dont believe so we cabbed to downtown east

went there, really alot of ppl

decided that we should book chalet

chalet also full! ><

went IKEA see got BBQ pit anot

met zhongwei there

then went Courts

then went Giant

in the end didnt buy

we decided to book for 30/05/2010

haha

sorry people! ><

mum dad n sis came

went IKEA for dinner

then went courts see things again

then went back tampines

so basically my route for the day was :

parry hall--> kovan--> eunicehouse--> riveralemall--> downtowneast--> IKEA--> courts--> giant--> courts--> IKEA--> courts--> tampines :)

fun right! xD

today went for remedial

then courts again xD

then giant again! xD

then went tampines

watched some show

then had to leave

back in parry hell =.=

damn hot here ...

can become roast pig liao

tmr bbq! yay!

1st formal 301 outing! :)

today was kinda boring...

kailin didnt come to school today. D: i miss you kailin! xD

had choir

im Sop SL! :D with claire! xD

after choir went dinner with mabu, sam, claire :D

now in com lab xD

yay! back from HCIBS!

dinner was awesome!

just realised how cool their investiture was.. ><

yteng dressed very xingjie-ish xD

cy say i look ahlian .. D:

shall post photos on fb! :D

n i took approx. 1 hour to get ready..

n my hair got stuck in the comb so i had to snip some off D:

after dinner, all hostel representatives were at this room for like bonding session

this guy from oldham hall, looked abit like rain lehh! xD

yteng sat opp me during dinner n he sat beside yteng xD

we shaked hands! xD

i think im crazy xP
the councilers made william eat hellium n talk but in the end no effect xD

overall, today was awesome! :D

yay!! going HCIBS in 1.5 hours time! :D

dress nice nice ! xD

nothing much today...

sorry i couldnt attend choir practise! ><

haha.. today had chocolate fair in school xD

eunice bought a small packet of MnMs

brought it to jiajia's classroom to eat

she open ..

then more than half the packet poured out! xD

laugh like mad xD
XGT was kinda cool today xD

after school had sectionals

amazingly we finished 1 song in less than 2 hours :D
easy song xD

but 'Kaleidoscope' is still horrible.. ><

after sectionals went hougang mall with sam, mabu, claire.

met kailin n zhongwei there

int he end pangseh sam mabu n claire :X sorry! ><

didnt see what i wanted to see though xDD

nvm.. i shall forget about it xD

tmr going to HCIBS!!! yayy!!!

skipping sectionals though.. ><

gonna dress nice nice :D

will camwhore xD

slept at 2.30am last night

woke up at 6.40 this morning! ><

lack of sleep!!!

event was suuuuper fun today!!!

junlin! u very good hor! throw water bomb at me!! i shall take revenge one day! xD

event ended nn had lunch

finished lunch at around 2pm

clean up

slack abit

then debrief

debrief also got ice-cream n swiss roll n mini donuts de leh! xD

eunice!! i know you are jealous! xD

super fun today!

shall uplaod photos on fb asap! :D

need to go up and sleep later as soon as i finish using internet! xD

yay! napped n i feel better now :)

tmr's event will be fun! :D

our event is tmr!!!

hope it will be good!!!

jiayous PHC! :D
off to nap! :D

today after remedial

came back hostel

changed then went out

go find cloth!

went central with cy cuz he wanted to buy sticky

in the end no cloth there!

took 147 to queensway shopping centre

didnt know 147 travels everywhere xD

dont have also

took bus to buona vista

wanted to go find sis but found out that she got open house D;

so mrt back to dhoby

went plaze sg find cloth

found it but no money.. n i duno how they sell .. o.o

came back kovan

ate abit

watched the superstar thing awhile then come back hostel

1st time wearing long sleeve this year! xD

what's your problem huh?

i told you i cant buy ald leh

i no money how to buy!? idiot

now how?! die ald lah! zzz =.=