why the fck am i living in this world..?

i should be somewhere in outerspace now..

i hate this world

i hate my life

i hate me

i hate everything

done

whoever that created me just wanted me to suffer.

hello this is MY life!

i want to control my OWN life!

i have the rights to control my life

i have the rights to have privacy

so please do not invade my freaking privacy?!

its not like i dont have a freaking brain to make a freaking decision right!

cant you just let me be a normal teen?!

ughhhh

one day i might really have a major breakdown and commit a freaking suicide.

you never know.

i dont think i can ever trust you anymore.

seriously.

talking behind my back. whatever.