yes

i like to bottle things up.

not that i wan to, its just my nature.

the only way i can express myself well is through writing and typing.

nobody can change that.

and guess what.

theres only a handfull of people i can express myself properly.

3? 4? idk..

and the one i have been sharing my feelings with all along, gone now.

the one i used to share most things with...

at least i still have a few more friends...

but its never gonna be the same...

i'll just have to bottle more things up... i guess...

i should consider being a lesby one day...

i really should...