this blog is my personal diary, so, DO NOT JUDGE ME, for whatever i write here. thank you very much :)
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
tired...
anyway... yesterday, on the way back, an amazing thing happened!!!
guess wad!
we saw almost 10 Audi(s) speeding on the road!! some black some white...
damn cool sia... it was so fast that it zoom pass us in abt 1 second!!
hahas... too fast that i couldn't even get a shot of it... =[
anyways... i'm back for a week... and goin to be suffocated with tuitions again!!! YAY!! =.=
n my cous sis gave me a guitar... so... planing to learn guitar soon...
should i choose self-learn? or guitar class?? ~.~
Monday, November 24, 2008
quizzz... again...
Relationship with her: Classmate from year '02 to; '07
Your 5 impressions of her:
Qian Bian
Crazy? =X
...Weird... @.@
-dunno-
-dunno-
The most memorable thing she has done for you : hmm... I don't seem to remember any...
If she becomes your lover : omg... yucko...
If she becomes your enemy you will : dunno
What is it that you want to tell her now : walau... tag me... =.=
How would you find people around you, will feel about you now : huh? Tak tau
The characters of myself that i love are : crazy... >.<
For the people who cares and likes you, say something to them : erm... wad to say... er... HI!! ^^
Pass this quiz 10 people you want to know more about:
Yee Teng
Chin Yue
April
Chun Arn
Becca
Andy
Celeste
Cheng You
Melanie
Sylvia
Who is number 6 having a relationship with :
er... dunno leh... XD
If number 7 and number 10 are together, will it be good for them :
eew... would that even happen
What is number 2 studying about :
erm... games? 'how to make a blogskin'? lol
When is the last time you had a chat with number 3 :
erm... yesterday...
What kind of music does number 8 like :
dunno... never ask b4...
Does number 1 have any siblings :
yup! 2 younger sis...
Will you woo number 4 :
hmmm..... let me c... why?!
How about number 7 :
erm... maybe... depends...
Is number 4 single :
yup! Should be bah... as much as I can rmb...
What is the surname of number 5 :
Choong
What's the hobby of number 10 :
dunno... laughing? XD
Does number 5 & 9 get along well :
erm... they dont even noe each other...
Where is number 2 studying at :
XMS
Where does number 9 live :
M'sia
What colour does number 4 like :
black white blue?
What is number 10 doing now :
dunno... probably sleepin...
Sunday, November 23, 2008
damn nice thr... hahas... took lots of photos there again... =]
entrance of Hilton Hotel & Le Meridien... so special... hahas
entrance & pathway of Le Meridien...
hahas... me & sis sitting on transparent chairs... >.<
cool chairs~
nice ceiling... woo... reflection of water...
some shell thingy hanging dwn frm the ceiling...
me n sis on cumfy cumfy chair wif cumfy cumfy pillows... XD
chocolate fondues... Yum!
poor jelly beans eaten by us... =(
my fav nuts! macadamia!!!!! whoo!!! one whole box of it!
desserts in spoons... cool!
one whole row of desserts...
n a whole rack of ice cream toppings!!! so many leh... O.O
mussels, oysters, prawns n abalones!! damn ex sia...
erm... dunno wad the heck this is but... its cute! =D
ooo.... white chocolate fondue... yum...
and milk chocolate fondue! =) tasty...
o.o... din capture photo of the tepenyaki ice-cream...
haha.... but it was damn interesting... hmm... flipping ice cream around, merging the toppings wif it... =] hahas...
hahas... hope u ppl enjoy the yummy photos... muahahahaha...
anyway... gonna change blogskin soon... =]
Saturday, November 22, 2008
anyway... went to Prego restaurant @ Westin Hotel this afternoon for lunch...
hahas... juz wanna let u all noe how cute the dessert was... damn cute hahas!!!
here are some cute photos... ^^
hahas... not yet started to eat... Yum!
hahas...look abit lyk cookie monster! XD
...side view...
hahas... really look lyk monster now...
argh!! a PINK monster!!!!!!
one-eyed monster... >.<
transformed to pink n white Eiffel Towel!
erm... dunno wad to call this... hmm... mashed rasberry +cream
yay!! finished up! Yum!! i'm a blood sucker... or maybe a vampire... XD
Monday, November 17, 2008
quizzzz..........
B. Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz, those who are tagged cannot refuse. Write who they are tagged by and they are supposed to tag back.
C. Continue this quiz by sending it to other people.the 8 people are ~
-Yee teng
-Chin yue
-April
-Chun arn
-Becca
-Justin
-Eunice
-Siwei
1. What have you been doing recently?
Tuition... =.=
2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Hmm... ya... to switch SIM card...
3. What happened at 10 am today?
Tuition. =D
4. When did you last cry?
Hmm... not sure... but this year.
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
Lol! Depends...
6. What do you want in your life now?
Hmm... anything I want? XD
7. Do you intend to make a relationship complicated?
Hmm... dunno lehs...
8. Are you wearing anything borrowed from someone?
Nope
9. What was the last movie you watched?
Hmm... HSM3!!! ^^ rox man!!
10. Does that person know you like him/her?
Hmm... secret! =X
11. What always make you laugh?
Anything funny? XD
12. Do you speak other languages other than english?
Obviously... =.=
13. Favourite website(s)?
hmm... any websites that I can do sth? Maybe Facebook? =)
14. What are you doing tomorrow?
Tuition... -.-
15. Where have you been today?
Tuition centres... home... sien...
16. Sometimes, what do you think you are like?
totally no idea
17. Who will you choose to die with?
Hmm... dun wanna die 1 st. =D
18. What games do you play often?
Hmm... Yahoo games? XP
19. Who are you missing now?
Every1... =( (XX) (yt noes hu)
20. If you have to choose between a love and a friend, who will you choose?
Dunno =X
21. What are you doing now?
Breathing, answering these qns ... -.-
22. Which primary school did you come from?
Davidson =)
23. Name 3 colours you like.
- black
- white
- red
24. What emotion do you like to show?
dunno
25. What is your life to you now?
Nothing? =P
26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Dunno
27. Who did you last chat with in MSN today?
Nam? Y ask this? =.=
28. Who do you admire most?
Dunno
29. Which month were you born in?
June
30.How are you feeling now?
Bored, tired...
31. What is the time now?
9.22pm
32. What kind of person of person do you think is who last tagged you?
Ballet girl? ^^ friendly
33. What colour do you use to dye your hair ?
Never dyed my hair =.=
34. Why are you doing this quiz?
Tagged by Jinny...
35. What do you do when you are moody?
Dunno
36. At which stage do you intend to get married?
never thought about it =.=
37. Who is most important to you?
Friends n family
38. If today was your last day of your life, what will you do?
enjoy my day
39. Who is/are the people (person) you trust most?
me
40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
ya
41. If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
whatever in my day dreams wll come true
42. What is/are your goal(s) this year ?
Dunno
43. Do you believe in eternal love?
Dunno
44. What feeling do you love most?
Hmm... cnt tell =)
45. Do you really think it's global warming now?
totally!
46. What feeling do you hate most?
Dunno
47. Do you love doing quizzes?
Non-academic... yes!!!!! XD
48. Do you believe in God?
Dunno
49. Who cares for you most?
my parents
50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Frens! Freedom!!
51. What will you bring when you fight?
Dunno... an axe? jk... XD
52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Dunno
53. What do you do if nobody cares for you anymore?
Anything I wanna do
54. What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
break up...
55. How do you feel right now?
Bored, stupid answering these qns... =.=
those tagged pls do this quiz
Thursday, November 13, 2008
lol...
forced by henry n cy to post... =X
sien la... ntg much to blog abt actually...
everyday tuition tuition tuition only... =.=
sien diao...=.=
2day 4 tuition frm 8am to 8pm... -.- damn tired sia...
3 science tuitions 4 tdae... wtf... siao diao...
more sucky is tt i dl Audition le then cnt open... =.=
now tryin to transfer Maple frm old com...
good luck to me!! =D
Saturday, November 1, 2008
dun wanna talk abt the report book...
haiz... new hostel... =.=
i wan hwa chong!!! T.T
this hostel no air con at all de...
even study hall oso dun hav... -.-
'dining hall' is actually a stupid school canteen...
no badminton court... 0.0!!
basketball court lyk PRIMARY SCHOOl de!!! wth!!! damn low sia... -.- not fun...
haha... then cy can show off le... -.- jk...
brought back EVERYTHING frm hwa chong...
whole car full until cnt even move... =X
reached home around 2am this morning...
damn tired then slept until 12pm... hahas... ^^
ntg much to say le...
sayonara!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
anyway....
went to watch Mama Mia! last night...
erm...
it was....
quite ok la...
but my sis loved it so much that she wanna watch again... =.=
anyway....
going to watch High School Musical 3 this afternoon!!! Yay!! can't wait!!
Yee Shin says that its damn nice...
hahas...
hope it is
...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
^^
anyway... after that went for tuition again... sien diao...
then wanted to go Pavillion for movies... mum wanted to watch Mama Mia... but my sis and i keep making noise... keep wanting to watch HSM3...
then when we reached there, we realized that there were no more seats... so ... we bought ticket for tomorrow night...
Good news! the day after tomorrow we're going to watch HSM3!!! hahas... damn excited.... XP
heard from YS tt its nice... XP hope it is...
Friday, October 24, 2008
sien
Childrens day in Davidson 2day... damn funny... the stupid dances... damn funny... hahas... but 2nd dance nicer...
gathered in the canteen wif some my frenz... chat for quite some time then came home...
din have bfast this morning... then drank 2 Yakult... therefore... I got my 1st gastric... -.-
damn sien diao...
1st day come back then got tuition... -.- haiz...
suddenly like miss Singapore leh...
nvm... last day of this month going back again... but little while only... -.-
then december change hostel... Walao eh!! Dun wanna change hostel!!!!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
end of year dinner!!! ^^
~3rd dish... Pork chop with APPLE SAUCE!!! ~sucked as well...~
~4th dish... Mixed can fruits...
Henry & Ze Yong... LOL!!
Rebecca, April & me!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
stressful… tiring… boring… killer period of time… -.-
nid to study for stupid subjects… T.T
Chinese—cannot study… at most memorize Chinese idioms… read model essays…boring~
English—cannot study also… at most read through vocabularies… read model essays also… boring~~
Maths—do a lot of maths questions… memorize angles reasons… memorize formulas… okay larh…
History—the most boring subject ever!!! Why the heck do they want us to study history anyway?! It is so damn boring and has nothing to do with us at all!! What SEQ SBQ… headache… @.@ some more need to memorize all the internal threats external threats… wah piang eh… study until head burst… not enough memory liao… =.= another boring subject~
Science—consists of bio, chem and physics… sien… memorize again… bio-memorize cells & animals… -.- chem-memorize chemical symbols… what ions what bonding… die liao… physics-worst of all… memorize what moment what mass… walau eh… conclusion: all sciences SUX!!! Boring subject~
DNT—dunno what to study… should I study the whole book? Study part of the book? Don’t study at all?? Sien diao… stiil nid to memorize what materials… need to draw isometric drawing orthographic drawing… -.- quite sien~
Literature—need to read the two plays… must know this know that… need what SEE… -.- boring~
at last… the survey shows that all subjects are boring!! Hahas… don’t feel like studying… it will destroy many of my brain cells… XD a bit crazy… sry…
at last… just wanna wish everybody GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR EOYs!!! =]
Monday, September 22, 2008
sth... quite important to me...
Today, was quite a cheerful day… until at night, after confirming that there wont be badminton for the day, my whole feelings totally changed. It’s not because I cannot play badminton. But I was also quite disappointed cause I cannot go there to release my stress. So, I decided to walk along the dark slope behind the boarding school.
It was quite cooling there, and I felt a little better. Until something happened…
He called me down to talk. I thought for some time if I should still stay downstairs or go up and rest in my room. But eventually, I chose to stay downstairs. I didn’t expect anything bad to happen. But somehow, I felt that something bad will happen tonight. I thought twice and decided to go back up but it was too late… he was already downstairs… so, we sat at the benches…
There was total silence for a moment. I could even hear the sound of the wind blowing.
Suddenly, he started asking me questions. I was speechless and did not choose to answer. I was mute that moment, or should I say that I just couldn’t find the right words to make up an ordinary sentence. I head was totally blank. I was really very scared. (I should not continue illustrating the whole story…) but on this very particular day, I rejected someone, for the 1st time of my life, I rejected a guy. I really felt very guilty and hope that I didn’t break anything… after saying that killer sentence, I quickly ran up to my room. I almost cried… That was really really the FIRST time I ever done that! I can believe that I actually did that… it was really a very very big thing to me…
After cooling myself down, I went downstairs to ask for help from my senior for Chem. Then, he walked pass. He talked to us, very angrily, and told me that he wanted to talk to me. I was really scared that he will hate me. Thank god someone called me and discussed something for quite some time. After that, I quickly ran up to my room without letting him notice.
Once I came up, the ringtone ‘Bleeding Love’ by Leona Lewis start bursting out of my phone speaker. I was very scared to pick up his phone calls so I ignored all of them. But I realized that I did the wrong decisions, ignoring him and ignoring his phone calls. That will just make him hate me more! So I decided to call him and listen to what he has to say.
We speaked for a while and hung up very soon.
Since then, I didn’t really talk to him. I was very scared that he would hate me for making this decision… sincerely, I really don’t know if I have made the right decision… (to be cont…)
Ps. I am really very very sorry. I have tried my best not to hurt anyone but seems that I really must take this road this time. I am very scared that I will hurt my good friends. I am scared that if I did this decision, people will hate me and a will loose a friend. But I think that I really did the right decision. Sorry. Please forgive me… =[
Stress
I really hate it when I am telling the truth and nobody believes that it is true! Like that day, I said that I really have no time to do the compo which is not compulsory. I said that I have lots of subjects to study and cope with and that person doesn’t believe at all! It is just that I think in this situation, I need to pull up all my other subjects and keep them on track. Just that I think at this time, I need to really study hard for subjects that t needs to be memorized and put down languages first. To me, languages cannot be studied last minute. At this time, when EOY is end of this week, the only way to cope in my languages is to read passages and NOT only writing!
What’s the use of only writing? You need to read and learn new vocabs from other people’s writing and gather ideas from other passages, not just write and only knowing what you have already know. The reason why I don’t wanna write is because I think it’s a waste of time! When you write, you need time to think for a stupid idea just to write a stupid essay. I would rather sit down, and read passages and learn more things from others’ writing! Can’t anybody just understand the reason why I don’t wanna write??
Is it that I want to follow my point of view, my attitude is bad? Is it that I don’t feel like talking in class, my attitude is bad?? Is it that I want to follow my own schedule and study, my attitude is bad??? Is it that I want to focus on other subjects that I am weaker in, my attitude is bad???? Is it that making my own decision, my attitude is bad?????
I just don’t understand! Can’t you just give me some space to do what I think is right? Can’t I learn to be more independent and make my own decision?? I must learn how to do things myself now. Especially when the EOY is coming. I cannot just focus on 1 stupid subject which I don’t like. It will just worsen it and make I would probably be the last position! I might even be kicked out of scholarship!
I really want to make my own decision. When I say I want to do it, I will do it. When I say I can do it, I will try my best to achieve it. I know I don’t look like I like to study, neither do I look like a genius. To you , I’m probably a person that don’t care about studies and only want to go for shopping or games or what so ever. But I believe in myself that I can do it. I will try my very best to really achieve my promise to Ms Yap – the lowest position I will go is 100. But I want to change my mind. Not change it to 150 but change my goal to 80 or 50. And I am serious with this. Please don’t look down on me… -_-
EOY!!!!!!
Sry… kind of crazed these few days… I have been laughing like siao for the last few days… XP
EOY! The most scary event throughout the entire year…
I can’t believe that I actually studied myself, automatically! If I had not mistaken, it was my first time doing it automatically… next week… next Friday… first day of exam. I am already feeling very nervous now. This will be my first time taking such a major exam in secondary school… I am very scared now… scared that I won’t be able to finish studying the subjects by the day before the exam of the subject.
Cause 1: not able to finish studying the subjects, have not prepared properly for the subject
Effect 1: too nervous, not confident, don’t know how to answer some questions.
Cause 2: could not answer some questions.
Effect 2: cannot finish answering the paper.
Cause 3: cannot finish answering the paper
Effect 3: get scolding by everyone, low marks for SA2
Cause 4: Low marks for SA2
Effect 4: Low position for SA2
Cause 5: Low position for SA2
Effect 5: disappointed, other people will look down on me.
Cannot continue writing already… XP
(think I will pass history, cause & effect questions… XP) lame~
Not funny… -_-
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
...untitled...
Everything is so crazy… so complicated… I can’t even control what I will be doing next. Tears can just burst out anytime it wants to, without a single reason…
It’s not that I don’t want to make a decision… but it is because it is very difficult for me to do so… I’m scared that I will make the wrong decision again like in the past… I must really make sure a few things… and these things aren’t that easy. It will pass through many processes. The one that I’m most worried & scared of is…PAIN…
I like X but Y likes me. I don’t know if I should choose a) ‘don’t care about Y and continue caring about X which ignores me quite often’ or b) ‘let go X and go with Y’ or c) ‘continue caring about X and try out with Y’ or d) ‘let go both and try out with…well, maybe Z?’ which is quite impossible… as it will really hurt a lot… not only to me, but everyone involved… This is even more complicated and difficult than doing algebra!! why the heck is life so damn complicated??!! PLZ HELP ME!!
(Cried lyk hell again…) September 9, 2008 11.45pm
Saturday, July 12, 2008
You Need Some Orange in Your Life |
Orange will make you feel open, lively, and artistic. And with a little orange, you will project an aura of friendliness. If you want bolder experiences, you've got to get a little orange in your life! For extra punch: Combine orange with red or yellow The downside of orange: It's too powerful and unusual for some people to deal with The consequences of more orange in your life: You will become more creative in almost every aspect of your life You will find humor in the most serious and dismal situations You will feel like life is exciting, even when you're doing ordinary things |
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
You Act Like You Are 21 Years Old |
You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up. The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them. |
Sunday, June 8, 2008
yay! back in Malaysia le!!!
here may be quite sien sometimes...
hope thaat there wil be more things to do... besides tuitioning... XP
Friday, May 30, 2008
2day=)
Anyway, before we left, we caught a sight of a marvelous game... it was for winning sweets! ^.^
we found out that there was a Voodoo Doll in there, and aimed to win the Voodoo...
We used around $10 and finaly got it out! We were so happy until we found out that we won a BIG BAG of SWEETS!!! Then, we were really very very hyper. We were very satisfied and decided to return home...
When Yee Teng & I was waiting on the other side of the road, trying to cross over to the bus stop, we saw Ze Yong in the bus & he waved at us... Then, we hopped onto the same bus with him...
to top it of, ( i actually bought a birthday present for myself! XP)
Friday, May 23, 2008
dining investiture :)
as i was saying, there was a formal dinner in hwa chong boarding school, it was about the boarders council. they were changing people. At first, we thought that it would be very bored. Then, when we entered, the dining hall was really high-class looking. There were many live performances like violin, electric guitar, dance etc.. then, they showed us many video clips. 1st, it was introducing the 7th boarders council. Next, they introduced the 8th boarders council.
There was a prize giving ceremony for the councilers too.
After some time, the 8th boarders council performed a dance. It was quite interesting as it was a combination of a few different type of music.
Later after the dinner, we went to an area to gather. While walking, i saw 廖易敏老师 n 徐桂香老师. I was suprised and found that they were here to bring the olimpiad maths competition students. (davidson 加油!!!) We talked fo a while & gathered again...
We took many photos together. Wanted to post on blog but... too lazi XP
Hope there will be another dinner which is more fun & interesting... =)
Monday, May 19, 2008
Asean Night
After that long walk... We decided to go for 'dinner'. They served us 'buffet' which has only a little bit of fried noodles left...
After the 'dinner', we went to watch the performances... er... actually, i have no comments on the performance. Just that the singing part was like screaming... OMG!!!
Half way through the performance, we, Malaysians decided to leave & take a walk on the sandy beach... It was very dark by that time... We all sat there, enjoying the cool breeze & the scenery..
Before the whole even even ended, we left by ourselves...
It was quite a fun night, staying beside the seaside, with all our friends at night... SO HOPE THAT WE CAN DO THAT AGAIN... -.-
Sunday, May 18, 2008
。。。
We all so hoped that we could switch to an air-coned room... haiz...
We starred at the computer for the whole day, listening to music, & playing the guitar... It was really very bored & hot... Hope that it rains the next few days... haiz...
Thursday, May 15, 2008
XINTHESIS tickets on sale!!!
Date: 26th June 2008 ( Thursday)
Time: 7.30 pm
Venue: Republic Polytechnic( The Republic Cultural Center Theatre)
Cost: $12
please do try to take out some time & relax by watching our interesting performance =)
T.T
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
my pen!!!!! T.T
haiz...
1st, need to practise
2nd, cheaper to buy the whole set compared to buying separated items...
3rd, they say almost all the people that are having lessons there bring their own guitars
4th, heard that the guitars they provide are not very good... =(
wonder when can i get the guitar... fell in love with one of the guitars & feel very sad cuz i cannot get it now... T.T